No Wieners in my Life

2 Wiener Love Bugs

Today I realize that I have had a four legged wiener in my life since 2008. It was Lenci that saved me from myself and brought me back to good mental health. It was Cali who I rescued in honor of Lenci to give back to the breed. Today on Easter, it is a rebirth of faith and God...and a time to celebrate colors, candy, and family. Today, my life has a little less color, my eggs are hard boiled. I realize how the dogs distracted me from silence, from down time, from some human connections. For the first time in 20 years, I don't have any wiener waking me up..ha ha. I have no one demanding my attention, 24 hours a day and I miss it. As a person with depression, having a dog, made me have a schedule, a routine, out time, socialization time. Now this month, I am trying to transition back to only self. I will get there, but there will be time for a transition. I am craving the newness of a new dog, for me that means family. But for now, before I get another soul sausage, I will work on my writing, my health, and completing projects with time and sleep and attempted focus. Stay tuned my good people. I can do this........we can do this!!!